carpe diem

11:57PM - thank goodness for LJ

Since finals are stressing me out, I thought I would take the time to write a long rant about what it is I have been doing these past four months. Everything and nothing about my life bothers me right now, but as I get more and more into this entry, I bet it will all start to come out. 

Basically, in the past four months I have managed to: 

4:30PM - =[

What is it with my favorite couples breaking up? First Kate Hudson and Chris and now Ryan and Reese?? =[ 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsEiJgk1wIc

i cried. really hard.

2:36PM - He is a very wise man.

12:28AM - so whatever

My total was: $410.60. Hahaha. Now its your turn, bitches! Don't be shy. Let me know your amount.

But aside from that. How has every one been? I heard Brent was shutdown for a few days because of the weather. I miss days like that. I miss getting those text messages letting you know school was cancelled and you get all amped because you had a test that day. Hahahaha. I can't wait for winter here. I am so sick of the heat.

PS I got facebook finally. It really is a whole new world there. I get dizzy after a while. I still love you, Myspace. 
♥

6:09PM - i hope i dont get karma for this

But hahahha, first let me laugh. hahahahah

Okay, so I really thought that nothing interesting every happens to my small hometown-population 650- of Newbury Park but I guess things are changing because now it is going to be population 651 & Newbury Park is getting its first pseudo celebrity

Cici's old basketball team mate from Newbury Park Highschool is pregnant with Matt-mothing fucking hottie-Leinart's baby. Hahahahahaha. Excuse me if I find it funny in a twisted way. Here's why:

http://www.ocregister.com/ocregister/sports/atoz/article_1265216.php



Brynn was one of the prettiest girls I had ever seen growing up. She was tall and blonde and could kick anyways ass from here to Sunday in any sport. But no one ever dated her because her parents were way relgious and she was Mormon. Like she was one of those 'you can look but dont you touch girls'. The Cameron's were all like that which drove those who wanted to touch.. crazy.?

.........and now shes knocked uppppppppppp. But shit man, who am I kidding? Her parents are probably salivating right now with how much money she is going to make. That baby is probably going to be born with dollar signs in his eyes. Move over Sean Preston, theres going to be a new-royally-fucked up baby in town. 

Ps; I guess its true.. breakup sex must be amazing.

10:09AM

"He's probably buying her some fruity drink cause she can't shoot whiskey"

6:44PM - Im still alive

So I just started school and I thought Id let you all know my wonderfully random schedule. Hahaha. I love college &&&&& all the eye candy!

Introduction to Ethics 
History of California (HAHAHAHA)
Peoples and Cultures of the World (another.. HAHA)
Physical Geography

Basically they are the classes you look at and think.. "who would ever take that?"

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On a side note.. I just finished reading that book "He's Just Not That Into You" simply because I was actually bummed about a certain someone not calling me back (a very upsetting story) that I went to Target and bought that bad boy. After reading it, I realized.. life is to short and he really isnt worth the time and he really IS NOT THAT INTO YOU because yes, yes, yes YOU DESERVE A FUCKING PHONE CALL. 

I really want to get to know this babeeeeeeeee  in my anthropology class but shit, I DONT GOT GAME when I am actually sober. SHUTUP ALL OF YOU SNICKERING CAUSE I AM SURE YOU HAVE BEEN IN MY SITUATION AS WELL. But as I say to everything these days.. We'll see.

Ciao

3:24PM

Aside from some craziness that is my life and the fever I just recovered from: I AM LOVING LIFE AGAIN. again again again. 
<3
<3
<3

And here's the saying I have been hearing alot of: 

ATTENTION BOYS--: 
FRESHMEN GIRLS...GET THEM WHILE THEY ARE SKINNY

Yeah.. thats nice.

3:45AM - One of life's very important lessons..

..Actually 3.

When drinking:
Drink Triple
See Double
Act Single

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On another note.. I saw Ryan and Kevins dad at Costco. Hahaha. It really is a small world-and getting smaller.

11:07PM - Weird

I cleaned my room today.

I know that might not be a big deal to some of you, but I never--ever clean my room when Im on 'vacation'. But I realized at 3 in the morning (still suffering from massive jetlag and I happen to like being nocturnal) that my room is going to be mine for forever from now on.. so I have to learn to love it and keep it clean.

Theres no more 'Im only here for 3 weeks than I'll go back to my two saviors (maids in the PH) so lets leave these clothes lying around"

I miss my mom.
I'll miss my dad (who is leaving in 2 weeks).

I thought I wanted independance but now all I want is to be back in my room in the Philippines with the aircon blasting and yelling downstairs to make me bulalo or sotanghon soup. 

But I know I will learn to love it again here. Me, alone in a big house? I SMELL TROUBLE BREWING BITCHESSSSSSS. So let the games begin. 

11:56AM - Myspace can be dangerous

Okay, I have to admit-I did reserve Friendster for strictly friends only, but on MYSPACE, I was a little more lenient...Often accepting invites from random strangers simply because--well, I dont even know.


But after this incident.. I downsized my friends list from 572 to 144. YEAAAAAAAAH! I just starting deleting page after page after page. (If I deleted an actual friend.. Im sorry) 

11:39AM - cant you seeeeee. these clothes arent fitting on meeeeeeee

I have never seen Cuisine so crowded last night before but it was fun. However the real purpose of this post is to sayyyyyy a goodbye to my wonderful Pok, Ms. Amanda Isabel Sobrepena (with the accent over the N).

Mandyyyyyyy, it is really hitting me that highschool is over and we are all going to move on with our lives. You will do amazing things in Santa Clara. Find the cure for Cancer or invent surgery-free liposuction for me please. I love you so much, and I know I will see you real soon.


When are you ever going to drink cocolychitinis? DECEMBER!..waaaaaaah

 

4:02PM - oh the pain, THE PAIIIIIIIIIIIN

You arent going to be his first his last or his only.. He’s loved before, he will again. But if he loves you now, What else matters? He’s not perfect. you aren’t either.and the two of you will never be PERFECT. but if he can make you laugh at least once, cause you to think twice, and admits to making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. hes not going to quote poetry, he’s not going to be thinking about you every moment but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. don’t hurt him don’t change him.. don’t expect more than he can give: try not to over analyze .. Smile when he makes you happy yell when he makes you mad.. and miss him when hes not there.


....
im baaaaaaack! so call me & we can do something<3

11:37PM - Gone fishing..

So I had to go fishing with my family in the province today. They thought it would be fun. The only thing I fish for is with Mariana in Town Center;D

Fishing? Seriously who does that--its like we pay people to do that and we just go in and buy it already caught. Sorry I wasnt born with survival/hunting skills. However I was able to catch half a fish (according to my dad) because it was literally <------------------------------> this big, but I was pretty damn proud of it. My head hurt along with my stomache because I was hungry yet didnt feel like eating. DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE. 

Also, in other news. I decided Im not going to dorm in Pepperdine. My friend has a condo down there and Im just going to live with her. I hope I made the right decision and I dont get stuck being one of those reclusive loners who depend on alcohol to survive the day/night. WAIT WAIT, I ALREADY AM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. 

Im going to sleep off this cynicism. Maybe watch Mean Girls for the nth time and see how Lindsay transformed herself weight wise. Although I liked her big boobs, her thighs were'nt working for me. She may be coked up but damn shes thin. AND I LOVE IT

12:20PM - Graduation

Its official.

Highschool ended May 25th 2006. It was one of the weirdest (but good) experiences ever. As silly as it may sound- I actually teared when we sang our school song. Hahaha. And knowing that it would be the last time Id walk down those stairs in the basement for a while---I could walk down those stairs blind folded and in ten inch heels

My cousin asked me how I could spend five years in one institution, but in all honesty..They went by pretty quickly. 

Congratulations graduates and good luck:)

I'll miss the beef tapa.
I'll miss the cinnamon cookies in the cafe.
I'll miss dalandan shakes.
I'll miss the bacon and eggs from the cafeteria.

Okay I need to stop talking about just the food.

But it really would take all day and all night to list everything that I'll miss-but like Valerie said. After a while you won't 'miss' anymore and you'll just be filled with the great memories. Great memories indeed- thank you.

1:33PM

Im going to post my pictures in reverse order because I just so happened to upload them that way. And since I just woke up and Im at a loss for words- I'll let the pictures do the talking

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER here I comeeeeee

Preschool
Elementary School
Middle School
Highschool
College

...B r i n g       i t           o n

Okay the internet is being retarded so I'll post the rest later. Time to get ready for Graduation tonightttttt

12:10PM - baby baby baby oh baby

THE EXCITEMENT IS STARTING TO HIT ME. Aside from Spanish on Tuesday I AM DONE WITH HIGHSCHOOL. And I mean that literally and figuratively ;)

I cant waiiiiiiit to go back home.

CANT freaking WAIT. 

But yes, of course, its nights like these that I will miss. Eating cheaply, drinking legally, and being in the company of two of the funniest/craziest people out there.

dinner/kwento/drinking/smoking loves of my life

11:09PM - study time break

So I just did a Math Paper 1 and my brain is done for. I really hate math. Almost as much as I hate mayonaise. 

Some very late pictures and some very recent ones in this picture post. Basically it starts off with mine and Potter's cam whore sesh while watching APAC soccer, drizzled with a few pictures of Rendell and I at Kaskade, topped with the Guintu's birthday bash at Wasabi.

Okay I guess it is back to studying. The poks will reunite once again at HUMP 2006 and you have to be there too, you-yes you.

 And the countdown begins. 6 more weeks of total hell and than its nothing but mojtos and besitos! Fine, vodka too.

9:02AM

As I start my journey for studying for the IB exams, I just have to say one thing. I know its cliche but last night I guess it sort of hit me: 

I, Michelle Marasigan will miss highschool. 

Yeah, didnt think so either but I know one thing is for sure-the alcohol will never flow as good as it does in Manila. Where else can you take over a bartenders job and serve vodkasprite- light on a sprite, heavy on the vodka. (And for those of you who drank it, props-Mariana's gag reflexes took over and she couldnt do it HAHA) 

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And yes, Howards and Harolds birthday celebration at Wasabi was fun. A small-drunk and disorderly gathering is always good right before you sit for the exams of your life.

Quote of the night: Fuck IB

I should take a cue from that person.

And Mr. Walsh's advice to me for the exams: If ever you get nervous during the test, just look over to Carmela who is probably shitting her pants. That has to make you feel a little better. 
HAHAH

5:58PM - UGH

I really, for the longest time, tried to pretend it wasnt going to happen, that it was all fake, a disgusting rumor--and not the interesting kind, not the kinds you look forward to on Monday's, or any day for that matter. But the kind that made you shake your head in disbelief yet you knew it was a definite possibility and it made you feel sick.

I clung to the hope that it would change- and I dont know why.


So really.. is it true...

Brent Prom 2006 is in Alabang? 

WHY
WHY 
WHYYYYYYY

All my plans of renting a limo and taking that nice drive to Makati is shot to hell because its in a hotel that is literally a stones throw from my house. I might as well just ride my bike.. AGAIN.